about 626=)

yesterday i was a bit of freaking tired
cos i slept at 3am++
becoz i tot i was still on party mode
while everybody had already slept
(except for chiwen==)

and i was a bit forcing him to watch american drama with me
which i felt guilty becoz he told me he was sleepy
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talking about 626 the party

honestly, i was so excited becoz i tot i had changed
i meant i was willing to go for a party

and then when a group of ppl was chatting happily
but i couldn't get to chat with them
and i felt really bad, i made a big mistake to have come

huh, i felt like i am a total loser
i cant make myself easy at crowded place
i'm a boring person, i dun like to talk or to make it clear "cuishui(bragging)"==


i know those thought(s) is just a big loser
hmmmm, i am not going to be a person like that

becoz i felt better now after taking a long sleep=D


ps: it was a nice night because of meeting so many friends, a bit surprising that some of them managed to come by=)


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tomorrow is always better=)I believe that