i'm blue, grey and black

i'm blue
i'm grey
i'm black

they all have no difference

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yesterday was no thing
i watched a movie considered as Romantic one

but i feel like real blue

talking about relationship
i think i'm a total loser

sometimes i wish there is sb else i can talk to
and sometimes i wish i would never get trapped in these prob
coz i don't know whether i can handle it or not
these kind of pressure is pushing me deep inside a black hole

maybe i am lost

life can be so beautiful, not when you're lost, then, life is so miserable...


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Yes! this post is negative
i know i need to be optimistic=)
and i will try*_*